thanks, all.
ok, it might not be that hard. if i remember right (IF) it's fairly short, like it fits on one page and is in one of his posthumous books, or at least a later one.
the gist of it is some guy sees him in the street and says your writing saved my life blah blah and buk ends it saying something like, but i can't read my own stuff, what can i do to save my life.
it's bugging me so i hope you come up with it. susan