Charles Bukowski - American author

As Asperger's has been mentioned in a few posts recently, I was wondering if there are other Asperger Syndrome guys on this forum. Yeah, there's me.
What I'd like to add though is that we ALL have our cross to bear, and there are an awful lot of things worse than Asperger's.
I think Buk suffered a lot worse than me, he mentioned 'feeling good' in his writing, but not being happy. Or are they the same thing?