Charles Bukowski - American author

I have read all of Bukowski's books many times.

There's a poem that always intrigued me; it's about Jeffers and a woman (a fan) coming to visit him in the wilderness and him slamming the door in her face with a line that goes something like "I have found my rock... now go find yours".

I can't seem to find the poem that Bukowski wrote originally with the reference i speak of above, any help? Did i just make this poem up? Combine a few different poems?

I would also like to read the story Bukowski speaks of in the poem. I searched for Jeffers and that line and found him saying those lines but it's in a poem titled, "meditation on saviors" and i see no reference to the girl visiting him, etc.

Any help is appreciated.