My heart has always belonged to Bukowski. My favorite line from his writing is permanently on my body. But there's one poem that has always remained a big unanswered question. I read it years ago and can only remember it being based around what he imagines being in a nursing home will be like. I know it is in the collection, "pleasures of the damned". I believe there's an image of children laughing at him? Any help would be greatly appreciated!