the Dream Girl. If you want to be exact.
It was better when I was young, I was still looking. I prowled the streets of night looking, looking…mixing, fighting, searching… I found nothing. But the total scene, the nothingness, hadn’t quite taken hold. I never really found a friend. With women, there was hope with each new one but that was in the beginning. Even early on, I got it, I stopped looking for the Dream Girl; I just wanted one that wasn’t a nightmare.