I'm trying to write one novel. But since Bukowski is my inspiration I cant help but feel inferiar. He seems genius to me and I only 25. And am I too young to stand up againest him? Too dumb? It seems hes a genius while drunk. It seems me obviuos and young. do i need more experious? more pain? An ingorance of him for individuality? At some points it feels like I need to write for my shitty generation. At others, I feel inadiquite. He allone. And I with the internet. I feel my generation hates writing. I for it. You who have supassed him in living. And have seen him while he is alive. Notice me while im drunk and hope to be forgotten in an perpetual internet. As you dont hear my screach for the imopssible feeling of a genius game. Tell me I am wrong and horrible? and too drunk to care?