i'm desperate for more stuff like bukowski. i'm like a teenager who ran out of weed. i've read fante, celine, miller, lawrence, richmand. i havent read anything that has even attempted to kick my ass in over a year. theres a lot of good, smooth writing---but i cant find anything to get me feeling weird and wonderful the way old bukowski can make me feel. please, give me some ideas of what to read.