bukowski has changed my fuckin life! i hate everything and everyone. i have been dealt one seriously fucked up hand in life and why would god do this shit to someone. he did it to hank and he has done it to me. i am not trying to compare myself to bukowski but this world we live in aint right and i hate living. i will never make a stupid move like suicide and hank didint either. but dont think i aint gonna bitch about it because life aint fair. you think a mother fucker with plenty of cash has got it good....well guess what....he does! they say money aint everything....well say that to my face and see what fuckin happens! bukowski is a god to me and the way he lived his life in defiance is the wauy he should have done it!!!! thanks for nuthin LORD!!!!