hello guys. i've been trying for years to find a specific story where bukowski stated tha he felt empty and cold hearted like a snowman.about years passing by in vain and him not being able to feel anything. for some reason i think that the title was something similar to 'the snowman'. i guess i read it inside the tales of a dirty old man but the two books miss from my bookself for a few years now.i would like to find it again. can someone help me?