Sorry PS, I should not of posted, more so I should not have made a spelling mistake, (expect a few more). You're right, I should be better rested, and most assuredly more sober. I did not intend to bolster addicts or addiction or madness.
I enjoy Bukowski's letters more so than his other forms, because for me they reveal the reality of him. And they touch me.
Insanity/insomnia/depression/addiction are strong elements in the lives of many great artists & people). I was trying to convey that symptoms can mean many different things to the many. I have had, & do have different "symptoms" and troubeling issues in my own life, just as most people do. I do not take medicine,(maybe I should). I do self-medicate,(maybe I shouldn't). I am not a great artist & I do not claim to be one. But I am a person, a studious person who tries, and fails constantly. I am also Someone that dosn't know when to shut-the-fuck-up. A person with a sticky keyboard that can't affiord a new one. Not to mention, that I'm a terrible speller. Goodnight.
In The Abstract; Soluting the Platoon, CRB:)
P.S. I'll pull the sword out in 5 hours, right before I leave for work.