The first one ends in the line "and the second to last, and then the last"
the second one ends "I wasn't quite sure of anything"
... looking for the names of two poems that I've forgotten the names of.
I light a cigar, lean back
dead friends dead days dead loves;
so much has gone by for most of us,
even the young, especially the young
for they have lost the beginning and have
the rest of the way to go;
I am so sorry that I ever made that autism comment.