The Angel Who Pushed His Wheelchair (1 Viewer)

Does anyone know who Bukowski is writing about in the poem? Written circa 1972 according to database

the angel who pushed his wheelchair / Charles Bukowski​


long ago he edited a little magazine
it was up in San Francisco
during the beat era
during the reading-poetry-with-jazz experiments
and I remember him because he never returned my manuscripts
even though I wrote him many letters,
humble letters, sane letters, and, at last, violent letters;
I’m told he jumped off a roof
because a woman wouldn’t love him.
no matter. When I saw him again
he was in a wheelchair and carried a wine bottle to piss in;
he wrote very delicate poetry
that I, naturally, couldn’t understand;
he autographed his book for me
(which he said I wouldn’t like)
and once at a party I threatened to punch him and
I was drunk and he wept and
I took pity ad instead hit the next poet who walked by
on the head with his piss bottle; so,
we had an understanding after all.

He had this very thin and intense woman
pushing him about, she was his arms and legs and
maybe for a while
his heart.
it was almost commonplace
at poetry readings where he was scheduled to read
to see her swiftly rolling him in,
sometimes stopping by me, saying,
“I don’t see how we are going to get him up on the stage!”
sometimes she did. often she did.
then she began to write poetry, I didn’t see much of it,
but, somehow, I was glad for her.
then she injured her neck while doing her yoga
and she went on disability, and again I was glad for her,
all the poets wanted to get disability insurance
it was better than immortality.

I met her in the market one day
in the bread section, and she held my hands and
trembled all over
and I wondered if they ever had sex
those two. well, they had the muse anyhow
and she told me she was writing poetry and articles
but really more poetry, she was really writing a lot,
and that’s the last I saw of her
until one night somebody told me she’d o.d.’d
and I said, no, not her
and they said, yes, her.

it was a day or so later
sometime in the afternoon
I had to go to Los Feliz post office
to mail some dirty stories to a sex mag.
coming back
outside a church
I saw this smiling creatures
so many of them smiling
the men with beards and long hair and wearing
bluejeans
and most of the women blonde
with the sunken cheeks and tiny grins,
and I thought, ah, a wedding,
a nice old-fashioned wedding,
and then I saw him on the sidewalk
in his wheelchair
tragic yet somehow calm
looking greyer, a profile like a tamed hawk,
and I knew it was her funeral,
she had really o.d.’d
and he did look tragic out there.

I do have feelings, you know.
maybe tonight I’ll try to read his book
 
Possibly it was about poet Larry Eigner. The period is right, and he lived in Berkeley. He was in a wheelchair all of his life due to cerebral palsy. The jumping off a roof because of a woman part could have been Bukowski fictionalizing him. If it's him, who would the skinny woman who pushed him around be?
 
Kaye: This is a corny question. Who is the greatest living poet?

Bukowski: That is not corny. That is tough. Well, we have Ezra...Pound, and we have T.S.,[Eliot] but they've both stopped writing. Of the producing poets, I would say...Oh, Larry Eigner.

Kaye: Really?

Bukowski: Yeah. I know no one has ever said that. That is about all I can come up with.
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I don't know who it is, but this is very likely from his City Lights reading in 1973...

"and once at a party I threatened to punch him and
I was drunk and he wept and
I took pity ad instead hit the next poet who walked by
on the head with his piss bottle; so,
we had an understanding after all."
 

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