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Being that you are a thinker and a drinker (partial to gin) I was wondering if you could write some about a gin drunk.
I've surely drunk gin in the past, and do remember thinking well (as well as I could), at least compared to other drunks.
I've been thinking about your post for a while, now, and am still unsure how to answer.
To be truthful, I am internally comfortable with my drinking; it is what I choose to do, and, as Steinbeck wrote, it has its consequences, not punishments, that I am willing to accept. But unlike Bukowski, I am not totally comfortable presenting my drinking to the world. It is my private demon, one that I am intimate with, yet, it is still private.
I just feel to answer your question about my private thoughts regarding a gin drunk would be presenting my private demon to the world. That somehow lessens the intimacy, and I rather enjoy that intimacy.
Maybe I feel this way do to my current sobriety, I don't know. Perhaps the next time I peruse these boards during a drunken writing binge I will be more open. Maybe that's part of the gin effect afterall, openness.
I'll just quote you back: "one drinks what one wants." Good luck with that, in whatever you chose.
To quote Bukowski :"fools create their own paradise."